I done some inward thinking, and I have realised something weird. I have two phobias. One of which I already know of, which is bees. Another is boredom. I have a rather irritating fear of boredom. Which is why I download and play with all the Linux distros. Boredom means I read all the weird flyers that come into the house. Boredom causes me want to read something every time I eat. Boredom makes me want to go out and buy random stuff, just so I can waste time looking at all the random stuff out there, and just so I can waste more time trying to bring it back.
The reason I watch anime is because I am bored, and the reason I like networking so much is because it stops me from being bored. During holidays, I read up on the next term’s lessons because I am bored and have nothing to do. I randomly search words and study them in Wikipedia because of this strange and irritating disease called boredom.
I also have a really short attention span. I get bored of things really easily. I play games to relieve boredom. When I get bored of it, like after one week, I stop. It is pointless for me to buy games, since I get bored of them really easily. I tend to not finish most of the games. I guess it might be because games always have a certain way of doing things, and when I grasp that concept, it gets boring, because there is nothing left to learn.
I guess perfection would be dumb. If one achieves perfection, then there is nothing left to learn. If there is nothing else to learn, then it gets boring. Which leads to my first paragraph. One should always be able to improve oneself.
I’m really bored. Hence the title. I’m playing Tony Hawk Project 8 on my PSP, but after a while, I get bored. I wonder why my attention span is so short. If I’m not really interested in something, I get bored of it really fast. Otherwise, the boredom is quite gradual, but happens anyway. Man… Can’t I be one of those easily contented guys?
I need stuff to do, but … I can’t really find anything fun. I can’t go bowling, since it would be really boring if I go myself, and I don’t have money anyway. I want to play tennis, but I can’t wear the shoe and run around, thanks to an ingrown toenail. This sucks. Totally.